Expect the Unexpected

July 25, 2008. St. James the Great Day. A big feast in SJA, obviously merong Holy Mass in honor of St. James, unfortunately.... HINDI KAMI FREE DAY di tulad ng sa Grade School!!! [DAYA!!!] Hay, pero ok na rin kasi shortened period!!!

Holy Mass. Medyo ok naman yung performance ng Glee Club. Haha, habang naghohomily si Father, pinangdilatan ako ng mata ni Sir Flores!!! Hahaha, nag-uusap kasi kami ni Kharla, haha, after that, na-trauma ako, LESSON LEARNED: I'll never dare to talk to someone again whenever we will celebrate a Holy Mass!

After that, they announced the winners of Painting Contest and On the Spot Essay Writing Contest... This time, HINDI NA KO NAG-EEXPECT NA MAKAKAPASOK AKO...


But as Mr. Zap is announcing the Junior winners on the essay contest, nagulat ako, I heard him say "And another from III - St. John, Silent A.!!!"[Silent A. is my pen name, dapat kasi hindi namin iexpose yung identity namin, so we need to have pen names!] Back to the story, after hearing my pen name being said, I was so surprised! Naramdaman ko na lang yung sarili kong tinutulak nila Keene at Kharla paakyat ng stage! Wow! I feel so happy and proud of myself, kasama ako sa Top 10!!! My other classmates Gian, Sandra and Mae are also included in the Top 10!!! But the most surprising part is when they announced the champion per year level, and fortunately, I'm the champion... I feel so strucked! After that I said to myself, 'magsusulat na lang ako forever kesa mag-extempo!'... hahaha!!!

After that, andami ng nag-congratulate sa kin. Ang ewan ng feeling, halos lahat ng ka-batch mo masaya para sayo, haha, lalo na ang III - ST. JOHN!!! [hahaha]
Up to now, I still can't explain this feeling! Ang saya ko, this is my first ever inividual award and now I come to realize that WRITING IS REALLY MY PASSION[ahem! xempre besides SINGING!!!] and that inspires me more write because I'm expressing my thoughts and at the same time I'm helping others.

My point is, DON'T BE AFRAID TO WRITE.
There won't be any wrong thoughts because it is YOUR WAY.
:]

[thanks sa lahat ng mga bumati. especially: eunice, glodas, shalee, keene, jase, fatima, pauline, mga teahchers, shaider and the rest of III-ST.JOHN, lara and anthony...-sa mga di namentioned THANKS!!!]

d-r-a-m-a mode

Wondering why this is my title???

Nah, nvm! Wala kasi akong maiisip na title sa new entry ko, fortunately ito ung nasabi ng utak ko, so go!!!

hahaha, I've been saving this draft for almost a week, haha!!


At dahil medyo weird and mga kilos ko ngayon, kelangan kong magsulat ng blog, dahil free time ko!

I've been acting weird this past few days, at hindi ko rin alam kung bakit! I want to get rid of A PERSON I ONCE LOVED... o diba, ang drama talaga. But the more I try to escape, the more I feel the need NOT TO ESCAPE. At hindi ko rin alam kung bakit, sometimes I think na siguro masyado na kong nagpapakamartyr[a formal term for 'nagpapakatanga'] sa taong mahal ko. I always think that maybe he's really not my type at all.

That person never fails to make me smile when I'm on my bad day.
He never fails to make me laugh in the things he's said whenever we met on corridors.
That person never fails to make me run after hi because of those irritating things he've said.
He never failed to make me fall for him again and again.

:((
I never wanted to feel this way.Because this damn thing I'm feeling is hard to avoid, hard to escape, REALITY HAS ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT, reality has always been hurtful to me.

I never wanted to continue this because I'm losing the true me, bumabalik na naman ako sa dati: tanga at walang pakialam. AND I DON'T WANT TO BE BLIND FOR LOVE. I MAYBE I NEVER WISH IT.


Sana hindi na lang siya lumalapit...

The Unforgettable July 12

July 12. I wake up early in the morning with a big smile on my face.
Wu Chun is going to be here! - I said to myself.

I'm so excited seeing him! And so I waited until Entertainment Live airs...

DAMN. Chun and Calvin are very cute and Bianca and Toni [hosts of Entertainment Live] are very lucky because they'll see them personally!!! Oh, anyways, just seeing him by a long time on television, I FEEL CONTENTED!!! [haha, ganun ako kababaw.]

Well, I deciced to record ther interview on my mom's phone, unfortunately, it was just a sound clip, but it's okay! AS LONG AS I HEAR THEIR VOICES!!! ;]

So, here it is!


Bianca: But for the both of you, what do you prefer more, acting or singing ang performing?
Chun: Acting or singing...Acting??? Both acting and singing.
Calvin and Chun: Both. Both acting and singing
Calvin: [laughs] Yeah. We're both singers and actors.
Chun: I think we love both!
Calvin: When singing, we just stand, face to face and we can see their love...
Chun: Yeah.
Toni: Can we hear a sample?
Bianca: We know you're going to be live on Pinoy Dream Academy.
Toni: Yes, PDA later, mga kapamilya, nandyan din po sila!
Bianca: Just a sample, one or two lines, just a short line, cause everyone's asking!
Chun: Yeah. A program... [laughs] You can't wait for tonight?!?
Bianca: No! We can't wait. Just one or two lines!
Toni: Go!
Calvin and Chun: Gan shou bu yi xing rong. Jiu suan hui you yi dian tang tu ye yao shuo. Qing ban jing wo de xin wo. Ru guo bu xin fu zai li jia chu zou. Wo xin wo zuo ni de xin wo. Ye xu ping shuo xia tai guo. Shen zhi hui yong ji dao. Zhi zhuang de xia ni wo... Wow!
Toni: Wow! They just know your song!
Bianca: Yes, patikim pa lang po yan, more tonight on Pinoy Dream Academy live!
Toni: Yes, so once again let's talk about your background naman because Wu Chun, you studies in Australia and Calvin, you studied in Canada but you pursue the showbiz career in there, what has been your dream before you went in showbusiness? For the both of you...
Calvin: Because there was a contest held by Comic Productions Company and we have a chance to go back and shoot a drama and I know Meteor Garden was really popular in Taiwan so I think maybe I have the chance to go back and shoot the drama, luckily I won and come back in Taiwan.
Bianca and Toni: Wow!
Toni [to Chun]: What about you? From a business man, you're an actor now?
Chun: Actually I think, ummmm.....
Toni: Have you always wanted to be an actor?
Chun: No no no no...
Bianca: So it wasn't your dream...
Chun: I just want to challenge myself, you know, I'm trying to do things which I don't do in the past so, yeah .
Toni: We can't wait what you will do next.
Bianca: Yeah.
Chun: Yeah. [laughs]
Bianca: And this is the question that everyone has been waiting for.
Toni: Yes!
Bianca: Especially the girls,
Toni: The girls!
Chun: Haha, what kind of question?
Bianca: Do you guys have your girlfriends or are you both single?
Chun: Girlfriend.
Calvin: Girlfriend?
Chun: What do you guys think? [laughs]
Toni: We think 'no'! Well they're [the audience] all willing to be your girlfriend.
Chun: Really. Really!
Toni: Who wants to be their girlfriends?
Bianca: See, everyone!
Chun: Actually we don't think we have the time for that because our working schedules are very full.
Toni: Which means you guys are still single?
Calvin and Chun: [laughs]
Toni: Yes?
Calvin and Chun: Yeah!
Toni: What's your message to all your Filipino fans?
Chun: Actually, we are very surprise you know, when we know there are many supporters in the Philippines and I really hope we'll come back very soon.
Toni: What about you Calvin?
Calvin: I'm just really happy for the warm welcome, cause ummm... whenever we go to a place at the first time, we feel very nervous, we don't know how namy people know about us and today from the airport, to the hotel, and to the tv station... I think we just see many supporters and we will definitely come back here again!
Toni: We will mark your words ha!
Bianca: You're always welcome here on Entertainment Live!
Chun: We also want to thank ABS-CBN for giving us the chance...
Calvin and Chun: Thank you. Thank you all!!!


This interview is very cool!
The audience were howling and I can really feel their love for Wu and Calvin! [hahaha, especially the GIRLS!!!]


Previously on PDA last night, they also performed the Romantic Princess OST, Xin Wo which is originally sung by S.H.E and Fahrenheit. Well, it's not really a surprise to know that some of their fans from Singapore, Hong Kong, Malaysia and Taiwan, flew over the Philippines just to see them too!!! Well, I'm very very happy that they visited the Philippines! Wo ei ni, Wu Chun!

[two down.two to go!!!]

A Pitiful Girl's Cry [It's Always Been You]

Away from noise. Away from distraction. A silent room filled with endless vibrations and a dim and small light. Everytime I always think how to get rid of this feelings FOR GOOD. All this time I'VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY. Maybe it's still you. I miss everything. And that's my main agenda: TO FORGET ALL THOSE MEMORIES AND LEAVE THEM AS A TRASH. Because I always know that you never care. I always know that you never feel the same way and that's my great great great foolishness: TO FALL FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU.

At first I've never felt this joy in my life whenever we're together. Those great and memorable bondings we had. Those laughs and serious talks. Everytime, everytime I think of those I kept on developing this feeling called LOVE. Until such time that I became so foolish that I forget my duties and responsibilities. You are the reason why I became iresponsible. But still, I never avoide this feeling because deep deep inside I feel happiness and great joy, I feel the time stops, I feel my heart beating fast, I feel this unexplainable feeling, I feel CONTENTED.

Sometimes I feel that you feel it too. Sometimes I feel that we are meant to be. Sometimes I feel that destiny binded us together. So exaggerated, right? And that is really what I called LOVE.

But all those great times will soon vanish like a great history. Those times, those great times were so cherish that I forget that there is this thing we called time, cuz for me when we are together I never felt time ends. But now, a bitter reality, a sad ending, this good days will just remain a part of my memory, a part of my unforgettable past...


I said to myself, "move on", and I believe it was very successful, I seldom think of you. But when that time came, I never thought that...

Things do change and I do believe that you've change.

Me? I NEVER change. It's just that IT IS DIFFERENT.
We never get a change to talk like yesterday, we never laugh together just like yesterday, and we never made any moment together. Yes, yes, I always know that we can't be like that of yesterday, but I always hope that someday you'll realize my importance to you. That someday you'll learn the meaning of CARE. That someday we will be like that again and forget bitter memories...

Now, I think that we're getting better, you've achieved one of your dreams and I've always been here, watching you pursue your dreams, watching you smile, watching you talk, watching your eyes met mine... [and watching that very simple but meaningful keychain I've gave to you-ATTACHED TO YOUR BAG]


Now I come to realize, after all this denials, I say, IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU.


[hahaha.JULY12.TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!!]

My BLOODY Heels...

Hahahaha, it's been a very tiring day for me and my little pitiful feet!!!


Wednesday night I started looking for a pair of heels, luckily I don't have to spend my money because my cousin let me borrow her heels. When I try those on, I feel unease and at the same time happy, why? BECAUSE I GET TALLER!!! [that's the great advantage in wearing heels, but the most disadvantage is............. FEET ACHE. hahaha....] Well, going back to my bloody story, after trying the heels, my cousin keeps on teasing me!!! Damn, haha, kakairita nga e, because she knew in the first place I don't like wearing those kind of footwear...

After it, I went home and show it to my other cousin, Ate Chat wants me to try it again, as a very OBEDIENT younger cousin, haha, I follow her. Sabi niya bagay daw sa'kin, [sus] after hearing that, haha, KINILABUTAN AKO!!! Nakakatakot. But after some hours, haha, I try my heels on again at nag-practice maglakad sa bahay, hahaha, preparation for Thursday!!!



TODAY IS THE DAY.

P.E. - 1:40 - 2:30!!!

For almost 1 HOUR naming suot yung heels!!! Akalain mo yun!!! Ang sakit sa paa.
Nga pala, the reason why we are obliged to wear those because of our practice for WALTZ [123,123,123,123!] because by next week we will have our VERY LAST [I hope it is really the LAST!] practical test about WALTZ. And this is the catch: with matching SEMI-FORMAL GOWN AND HEELS!!! [pamatay talaga!]

During the practice I'm really unease!!! Buti na lang andyan sila Bryan at Chester [my groupmates] to make me smile. [Naku, ikaw kaya magsuot ng heels tas halos 1 hour na nagpapractice magsayaw sa MAINIT na roofdeck, TINGIN MO MAKAKATAWA KA?!]

Anyways, ayon, medyo may nabuo naman, may mga konti pang babaguhin sa mga counting an steps... Hahaha...



Decide whether this is still related to my p.e. class or not...
[hahaha]


After he dance with me, I feel a little spark, whenever I met his eyes, I feel this unexplainable feeling, damn, I don't like this!!! [iba e.iba na talaga.ewan.!]

Sana di ko nalang yun naramdaman.
Sana di ko nalang siya nakasayaw.
Sana di ko nalang siya kaklase.
[mga di inaasahang bagay....mga di maipaliwanag....piste!!!]

END OF THE STORY.

[A-10-SHUN: wuchun-JULY12-14]